we all have an upcoming test, not just one but like an whole brigade of tests n assignment deadlines, but somehow the topic of horoscopes gets picked up, n we all r sitting straight up, as we were barely awake before it lost n sleepy on d books we were supposed to b studying :P
everyone decides to explore their characteristics that they r supposed to show according to their sun signs, n voila everyone's screaming n shouting "hear mine, hear mine", everone's chance comes, so we get to hear sagittarius , scorpio , virgo , loads of compatibility among sun-signs , many times everyone woud agree n sometimes they won't , people would scream on something thats right and also on something that was wrong n didn't match the personality as described, we searched guys profiles for date of births n sun-signs to match, asked people about the date of birth and the sun-signs they have. Well it was one heck of a racket :P.
Now the important point, I never ever read my characteristics according to the sun sign as i was born on a date that is included in both cancer n leo, n i assumed that u r maybe supposed to read both cancer n leo n assume u have a mixed personality or something of some kind , so today i found what my sun sign is actually called as a "cusp" a cancer/leo cusp.
I actually found my sun-sign interesting to read it matched much of my traits n explained me a lot about why people find me so hard to read at times, my cusp is also called "the cusp of oscillation" so basically i am supposed be like that moving too much between emotions n between movement as such, i am stuck between the game of fire n water n that makes my sign more unpredictable n interesting. How i thought that i have a mixed characteristics of both cancer n leo, I have selected characteristics of both.
now coming to the real interesting part, "This particular cusp combination frequently produces the most corrupt of politicians who attain eminence".. :P, yeah that's the interesting part about which i was thinking about for a long time actually :P:P;)... ok now why i was thinkin about this is that something had happened later which had showed way to much manipulation by me, even though people did or didn't c it but i saw it , i was too manipulating, i really did pull a drama which even i didn't know i would be able to do, but i did, n that actually made me think, am i a real bad person or is it just my mental build up that i am capable of being as corrupt that i am doing such stuff. :\ .hmmm..... something for me to think about. :P
But subconsciously i did feel bad ... actually i didn't n i don't even know why i am not feeling guilty, i guess i am corrupt after all ;)
or as my roomie would say "ye na badi khoti h" :P:P
PS: if u wanna know more about my cusp just goto :http://www.novareinna.com/constellation/cancercusp.html
or http://www.alwaysastrology.com/cancer-leo-cusp.html